Because I erased it.
I called out Isis.
I lamented the 939 hate groups in the U.S.
And the 747,000 registered sex offenders.
I listed all the evil I could think of, and then thought of more.
I made such a convincing case for the prevalence of evil in this world, that my insides turned cold.
I seized up, recognizing that there is evil, too, in my own heart.
And I held all of that evil in the palm of one hand,
and in the other hand, I held the Lord’s prayer.
Remember, the prayer Jesus taught us to say?
Phrases like, “Deliver us from evil”
and “Thy Kingdom Come, Thy Will Be Done”
and then I stopped writing.
3 questions entered my mind, at that point:
1. Are we humans powerless over evil?
2. Will this world ever truly be free from evil?
3. What is God waiting for?
And I had a moment of doubt.
* * *
But not anymore.
That devotion you’ll never read? It was missing something entirely crucial in a devotion.
Once I realized that, everything inside me changed.
My devotion to Christ points to all the ways I have been “delivered from evil”.
My devotion to God reveals the promise of God’s Kingdom come, and God’s will being done.
My devotion to the Holy Spirit helps me respond to God’s invitation to put Love into action.
Devotion is not just a heady spiritual response.
It is a lived, passionate response.
And so, here’s my mine:
I do not doubt the presence of evil in this world, but I am a child of God.
I am tapped into a power greater than any evil could ever touch.
And I testify to that power, and rejoice over it, and strive to wield it on behalf of the God of Love who is coming into this world.
That’s much better.
Now, my writing for this week is concluded…
but my devotion continues on.
Have a great week,